hey haven't posted here in a while ^_^;;;

i'm getting far enough to where i can identify kids inside of me, i hope it's okay that i post this here... i was just a little lonely and wanted to talk to someone about it...

well so far i've identified three of them that are really prominent, the first one is really young and feels worthless all the time, when i'm feeling like that one i don't really want to do anything to take care of myself, but it's okay to get around him

the second one is about 8 or 9 years old and he feels like everything is abandoning him, everything that even hints at someone leaving or losing something or something going away scares him into feeling alone and scared

and the last one i've identified so far is about 13 or 14 years old, and doesn't trust anyone, obviously coming right after the one that feels abandoned lol.

haha funny the first one spoke up as i was writing this, he told me noone wants to read this and i should just keep it to myself, noone will care and they'll just get mad at me, but he's all good now.

hmmm well anyway bye *waves*