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Originally Posted by cantstopcrying
So why are you so upset about a weekend drill? Because it's a trigger. Because of everything else you are going through. Because you love him. Because an Army Wife is the hardest job in the Army. Reserves or not. It's hard.
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Yeah... unfortunately I ended up doing "bad" things right after he left,
and several more times yesterday and today
I am starting to think that, if I get this emotional before he goes to drill,
and I barely survived deployment... maybe I'm not cut out to be an Army wife.
And that scares the hell out of me, because I can't imagine my life without him,
but Army wives are supposed to be all strong and supportive and stuff... not all
weak and emotional... he needs to be focusing on Army stuff at drills -
not having to worrying about whether his wife is doing "bad" things or being all depressed and stuff.
