Hangainon, you're really brave for taking this step. I mentioned in another thread that I sometimes think about trying out another T but these are just thoughts. I have been seeing my current T for 13 months now. I had another T before who I saw for about six months. That didn't end well, I was devastated and I knew I had to talk to someone. I had several referals, met with all of them at least three times (what was exhausting!!), then I went with my gut. I picked my current T. Too much effort, work, feelings have been done/undone, opened up, etc..I simply believe that I'm not strong enough to go through this again. Right now, I just want to finish what I started. I'm lucky because T is supportive, professional, understands me, he goes at my pace, and he cares about me. What he isn't is warm and fuzzy. This is what makes me want to look for another T sometimes, until I realize/remind myself that wanting love and affection is a longing that is being awaken in me as I'm healing. I also have to remind myself that it is my job to look for love and affection outside of the T room. Well, just offering another perspective. Good luck with your appointment, let us know how it goes