Thanks KD. Hugs.

The computer was a loan. But he knows it will take several days to get another computer work-ready and another day or two to get this one cleared of my personal information. He knows I will have to take time off of work in order to return it on his terms. I do not get sick days or vacation days. I would be losing $130 a day and I live paycheck to paycheck. I can't afford to take any time off. I'm already struggling to work because of the anxiety I'm fighting right now.

It's just his way of abusing me. He knows not being able to pay the bills is one of my biggest fears. My other fear is losing my kids to him. If I can't make money, I can't take care of my kids, can I?

I didn't sleep all night long. I feel like walking dead this morning and my stomach is on fire.

SOMETHING is not right at his house. My daughter came home sick with stomach pains yesterday and then she fell asleep on my couch almost as soon as she got here. I have a feeling she's just not feeling safe at his place right now, and since there's no physical abuse I have no grounds to get them away from him.