i hope u find ur answer and make a choice thats right for u and ur bf..
im not married and for my life up until now i never wanted it
i grew up with a father that abused me and a mother that didnt care
i longed for them to get divorced..
both had been married before and divorced
i just didnt seem why it was worth the effort if thats how it turned out..
we learn by example and experience and that was mine and i didnt want it
but as others have said in this thread marriage is different for everyone
and i really hope that i find someone that i can share a marriage with
i see it as someone saying that they accept and love me for me and i do them
and i think thats special..
take care everyone..