I can relate to you seriously. I am new to this site and I am hoping that it was meant to be. I feel like i am losing me as well. I don't know where i fit in anymore. I am in this horrible relationship and it is driving me insane. It seems that nothing that i do is right and everything i do is wrong. I am a mother of three and I love my children dearly and they are suffering probably more thatn I am. I'm so sad all the time and I can't make myself happy for anything. It's to the point where I am so ready to give up. I hope that you feel better and hang in there because you are loved whether you know it or not. It's Krazy that i can give advice but I don't know how to take it. LOL Stay strong for me and I will stay strong for you.