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Originally Posted by multipixie9
there's a quote i've heard that says "no one changes until their pain is greater than their fear of change."
i'm hoping for your sake that at some time you realize you are so tired of hurting yourself that you are willing to try some other way of handling things that frustrate and hinder you.
i've been there, done that, have a few scars to prove it and i'm doing counseling and other spiritual activities to help me deal with all the pain and misery from my past that i haven't yet been able to resolve/heal from. i hope you will catch on faster and better than i did, for your own sake. it took me longer than i wish it had to realize that i was taking up where my abusers left off and it was a real stupid move on my part.
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those are some kind but dead honest words, and honesty i appreciate. its been going on for me for well over 10 years, so i worry that this SI parasite has made its way into my body and made itself a little home. erase that... i dont worry about this happening, i KNOW it has. but, just as all of my other dxs, labeling myself a SIer is something that i can choose to add to the definition of presh only if i care to. now, and for the rest of my minutes. ill always have the same blood- ill always have the same dxs assigned to me. i choose what to do with them... i ramble.
THANKYOU THOUGH.
ill just keep going minute to minute.
you are sweet and somehow said just what i needed to hear, though i didnt know what i needed to hear when i wrote the post...
xo
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