I ask myself that a lot... I didn't choose to be here, so why can't I choose not to be here.

(((((((((((((prue))))))))))))) you are wanted hunny... you are wanted here! and we want you to be safe I wish I could give you a real hug, I wish I could take away your pain. But, please keep trying... it will get better!
Keep talking to us... say however much or little as you can, just let everything out in some way (a safe way) cry, scream, yell, scribble, jump up and down, have a good old fashioned hissy fit...

we love you prue, take care and stay safe
Molly