No it's ok, I think about him nearly all day every day
The loosing my boyfriend bit, I'm beginning to accept, I ddon't ant to be with someone who doesn't appreciate me anyway... but, loosing my best friend, that's the hardest bit because I'm never going to have a friend like him again.
Hiding all the photos etc is helping, but there are reminders I can never get rid of... music, films, places, times of year

*big deep breath* I'm trying so hard on trying to build new relationships (friendships).
I'm trying hard to get on with my life... like you said, I've had a lot of positive things lately. But, the depression never seems to get better, if anything worse because now I'm up and down like a yo yo.

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