nope can't do this too hard too hard too hard!!!

I thought I was coping with this J thing but I'm not



He was my best friend... I can't talk to anyone anymore! I've got noone to talk to even, nevermind talk to about the things I told him... I told him everything, there were no secrets, nothing... we didn't judge each other... he held me, and that time where I asked him to meet me to explain why hed broken up with me... he held me then, he said he loved me and I was his best friend and he still wanted that, We cuddled and held hands......
why did I ever go out with him why do I let myself care for other people so much

I can't breath the pain is too much.....