Just IMd one of the account managers and expressed my fear of losing my job due to my lack of production lately. She says I have nothing to worry about and they'll be there for me if I need them. She even asked how the kids are doing. I'm not going to take it as a sign that I can crawl in a corner and hide from the world for days, but now I know I can take a breather when I need it and not feel like I have to work nonstop to keep work caught up. Of course, I still have to meet my personal goals just to cover expenses, but I don't have to stress about losing the money AND the job if I start to fall behind. There's always the weekend to get caught up at a leisurely pace if I don't let myself get too far behind.

She also informed me that the tech guy is "really busy" right now and won't be able to remove programs from my machine for a couple days. Getting new people up and running and keeping accounts happy takes priority.

I can't release this computer to someone else without them being removed, or they could access the account.

So, I guess I'll chug a Coke, take some Sudafed and some Tums and hope the caffeine and antihistamines will give me a temporary boost of energy without chewing up my stomach more.

Thanks for the ear KD. Huuuuuuugs