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Originally Posted by silver_moon
nope can't do this  too hard too hard too hard!!!
I thought I was coping with this J thing but I'm not
He was my best friend... I can't talk to anyone anymore! I've got noone to talk to even, nevermind talk to about the things I told him... I told him everything, there were no secrets, nothing... we didn't judge each other... he held me, and that time where I asked him to meet me to explain why hed broken up with me... he held me then, he said he loved me and I was his best friend and he still wanted that, We cuddled and held hands......
why did I ever go out with him why do I let myself care for other people so much
I can't breath the pain is too much..... |
Molly...you met with him and he said he loved you and you're his best friend
after he broke up with
you?? I know it felt good to hear and it felt good to be held, but honesty honey, that is so manipulative on his part. Please don't mad at reading this, and if you are then please forgive me, but it sounds like he wants to have his cake and eat it too. He wants to date other people while he's away but he wants you standing by, too. Because he knows how much you love him, how vulnerable you are. How caring and loving and forgiving you are. If he still loves you and you still love him, why aren't you together?
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