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I'm sorry that you were raped, I would think that the trauma of that would have affected you in some way. Numbness is common after such a trauma. Have you explained any of this to your husband?
Psychotherapy would be very good for this sort of trauma where you can talk about your feelings and feel better about yourself.
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