Thanks, you all gave me alot to think about.

It could be that I am running away in fear of showing my real self, yet since day one I have felt like she was not very empathetic, sometimes I just need that reassurance if anything.

I am not 100% sure I will go through with this. I may try just one consult with this other T and see what happens from there. If I decide to stay with my T then I guess it would be good to talk about this stuff with her.
Gosh why does this crap have to be so difficult?

Hangingon