You can find a happy side of life again. You can! One day you will wake up and be well again. You are going through a mental 'flu'. Have you ever been sick for a long period of time and then one morning you woke up and that stuffy nose, sore throat, aching body just seemed to disapear overnite? The same thing will happen with your mind. Don't cause yourself to worry more because that will lengthen the time it takes to heal....