Wow, I thought I was the only black sheep in the family. You aren't alone and I don't think this makes you feel better but I kind of understand. I wish I could give you a big hug right now.
Do you suffer from depression? Are you going to a T or Dr? Just asking.
Thinking of visiting my family after Christmas is freaking me out. I'm the gay, drug addict, single mom, never married, not a home owner,tattooed, blue collar, etc. kid in the family. I have to hear, when are you going back to school so often I'm thinking about printing an index card and handing it out when they ask.
I know it hurts.
I know when your friends cancel it hurts and I'm sorry for this. Maybe don't get rid of them but maybe add some new ones?
Thinking of you,