my new therapist asked me to write a "lifeline" of important events in my life... good and bad. why do I have two pages of the bad feelings and hardly anything for the good feelings. I'm 21, depressed, distracted, and I can't decide if I'm really ready to start conquering it. I don't like the feelings, but its what I've been used to for the past four years. Its more comfortable than sitting staring at this physical list of my life. I feel like crying. I wish I had someone to talk to.