Please will you tell me I am ok, I can trust ppl can't I ?

I hate it that I can't see anyone on here and be with ppl who care in real life.

I so desperatly need to know I am ok, I want someone to hold my hand. I am crying now so much, can I trust any of you ? I mustn't lose my ability to trust you. I need it restored.

It feels so wrong to turn to ppl I can't even see, there isn't anything wrong with me is there ? I haven't done anything to hurt ppl have I ?

Please don't reject me - I know I am pathetic, a sad old thing turning to ppl that have the power to hurt me. All ppl have the power to hurt me, that's why I am so nice, so they won't. I just want some friends who understand.

take care of yourselves, Poppet