Thanks so much fayerody, silver queen, GreyGoose, wants2fly

I saw my therapist and it was obvious that the previous day's session had stirred up something inside and even though we have not exactly figured out the root of that problem, we talked about more constructive ways for me to handle these emotions other than inflicting pain on myself. It's a constant struggle but today is another day and going much better than yesterday. Thanks to all of you for the words of encouragement when I needed them most.