csh011, feel free to post, pm if you ever feel like or need someone to talk too.

Sounds like you have a lot going on right now. When I made a list
of bad feelings, I addressed the one or ones that bothered me the most,
rather than to sit and think of all of them at once...Just a suggestion.

Welcome to PC...you've found a good place, and good people to give you
support. Try taking it slow and if you need to cry GO FOR it!!!

Its healthier to let it out then hold it In!!!!

Sening peace your way.....