Hope you are not alone....... I was introduced to sex at a young age. I sometimes find myself looking at men and wondering what it would be like or what they look like naked. I dont do it with all men. Most of the time I can control it. It is hard, I know. You feel dirty for thinking this way, right? I know that I do. I am completely satisfied with my husband and I love him with all of my heart. I do understand the way you feel