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Originally Posted by cantstopcrying
Molly...you met with him and he said he loved you and you're his best friend after he broke up with you?? I know it felt good to hear and it felt good to be held, but honesty honey, that is so manipulative on his part. Please don't mad at reading this, and if you are then please forgive me, but it sounds like he wants to have his cake and eat it too. He wants to date other people while he's away but he wants you standing by, too. Because he knows how much you love him, how vulnerable you are. How caring and loving and forgiving you are. If he still loves you and you still love him, why aren't you together?
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It hurts, but I needed to hear that. I know that
but at times it just 'doesn't matter' because that's not the j i knew and none of it makes sense.
oh well..... todays another day, already woken up feeling horrendous again and I have to go to that course in 2 and a half hours and I really don't want to get up.
I'm so depressed.
((((((((furry paws))))))))
thank you katheryn, I do have you guys
and I'm so grateful for that. I just feel bad sometimes about writing loads of gobble-de-gook that noone cares about. It's not the same as having someone irl either.
*big deep breath* better get on with 'today' then. That's another thing. I'm fed up of just 'coping' and trying to just 'get through' every day, I want to live.
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Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter