da' nile is not a river in egypt.
you know what you need to do to get a grip...so "do or not do". it's a difficult beginning but i think you know the rewards if you were ever clean and sober. glad you shared your thoughts. that's a beginning. are you familiar with the "Promises"? (pg. 84 of the "Big Book") they are real. i know because they happened to me!
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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