I am 38, seperated for 3 years now, and my life is getting worse. I am smoking weed all the time, and falling into bed drunk everynight. i feel so down,enev though i want to quit, I can't .
I live alone and I get really scared here at night. I just find life feels unbearable, and being wasted makes the day more bearable, sighs.
Sorry this turned into a rant,
Angel