thanks for the advice... and yeah, its just something i dont feel like i can talk to friends about.
well im a bit worried right now tbh. im.. going out of control, if that makes any sense. i got very drunk the other night and made out with my friends brothers best friend too. so im probably gonna get called a slut at school.
im just doing everything wrong. i want to be loved. and i dont know how to do it without hurting people and getting hurt.