I've hit my breaking point. I need to get help but I need to tell my parents first, I'm sure they have no idea what's really going on. I don't know how to tell them, I have enough trouble holding a conversation with them. This is an obstacle I need to overcome but I keep putting it off. One day is better then the last and I think it's not needed then all of a sudden BOOM the next is even worse and its too late. This disease is ruining my life and I'm fed up.