HI Mouse_,

You have been through a lot and now it sounds like you have found a good therapist and perhaps a small amount of peace - I am happy for you - talking about things is hard but i have found that once something is out of my head and into words it helps me deal with things and they dont seem quite so bad, still bad but not insurmountable any more, i hope things get better for your soon, you are in my thoughts.

P7