Hi Sabby,

Thanks so much for taking the time to read about my troubles. I am feeling better at the present moment, but there are still times when I feel really down. I am taking the advice that I received from several people, including people from this forum, by trying to spend less time with him in order to make myself realize that I have other people who care about me and that I cannot simply focus my attention on one person. I realize that this is unhealthy and it is probably the reason why I felt so depressed last week. He had told me that him and his boyfriend started saying "I love you" to each other and I just couldn't take it. My feelings for him run very very deep, so I think that by distancing myself from him for a while I will learn to detach myself from him and hopefully this will allow me to deal with the situation in a better way. Thanks so much for checking up on me. It is very much appreciated.