Just woke up in tears again 'cause of disturbing nightmares. Why are they haunting and torturing me
Saturday night and Sunday night weren't too bad so I thought they were kinda stopping... obviously not!
I've got headache

I hate depression, why will it not go away!!!!
Birthday's soon I'm scared the nightmares the night before are gonna be awful because i'll be dreading it for various reasons...... aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggg
gggggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

can't fight....
what's the point anyway!?