TELL IT SISTER ! Yes I have been on some paths, and look up the next day, or when it's over or somehow subsided, and thought to myself, what the HELL. I know what you mean. GO GO GO ! Do the eveluation, be diagnosed, start treatment, it's gonna get worst. Or more often. I just contacted Mental Health, and am waiting for my referrel, and am desparate to have this treatment in my life. I want to be able to function on an even stae. My husband says I'm up, then I'm down. Never even. And it sucks. I have done all that and it is really stunning, OMG. From one ROOKIE to another, I don't know who is worse between us, cause I got the same description as you to actions and thought patterns. But we need not wait any longer. GIVE IT UP, it is YOU. I admitt to myself now, that it is ME ! I wanna be more rational, more calm, more consistant. You can read my thread on FEELING CRAZED, I told my story for the first time on here. But don't wait, I made the call last week, DO IT . <3