oh wow,oh man---i rant and rave--to myself out loud mostly,to express anger,but i have a tendency to stuff it and stuff it--then i explode.this is why i blew up and called the apt. manager's wife a ***** a couple weeks ago.obviously,i am not very good at expressing my emotions in a "healthy" way,hehe.altho,an elderly woman here did tell me i "just told the truth",lol.