haha he has shown me his collection before. his laptop is broken so he has actual dvds and there is a variety. i never understood it and always thought of it the same way until i did this study. Im a smoker and have been for about 7 years. Well I did this study that evaluates what types of situations make you want a cigarette etc... Well a lot of the things (movie clips and pictures) I had to look at were people having sex. And when I was watching it all I could think about was him. And he always said that watching porn makes him think about me (which I never believed) until I had to watch it myself! Since then Ive been a lot better with it. Im just not into the type of stuff he has. And I know he wants me to watch some with him so I thought maybe us picking it out together would ease it a little. Cause then, not only do I get to choos things I like, but its not like hes forcing me to watch some skinny bimbos, its stuff that turns me on too.

One of his movies is 38DDs haha and something else about young lust? I don't remember the names. But even when we havent had sex for a couple days like if Im at work a lot or something he'll tell me which movies he watched lol. Makes me feel better because I know hes obviously not hiding it from me y'know?

Hes made me a lot more comfortable with it. And he's watched porn like 5 or 6 times in the past 3 months so I wouldn't consider that on his way to addiction by any means. If it ever got to a point where he had to have porn to be aroused for me then Id be scared but I think we're okay for now.

theama: maybe were just a little too kinky haha