So now that I have no structure to my days, it is messing me up. Add in the fact that it's nearly dark by 4:30 pm and cold (I think we hit a high temp of 26F today), and my touch of SAD probably is kicking in.

However, I also now sleep all day and stay up all night. I go to bed around 2 a.m. usually, up between noon-2 pm, take a shower, force myself out of the house, manage to accomplish ONE thing, even if that one thing is walking around the block, and by 5 pm I'm exhausted enough to go to bed for the rest of the night.

I don't know if it's that I'm not eating like I should, or I'm anemic, or I'm on my way to yet another depression. It's getting to be the bad time of year for my PTSD, too.

I just saw my primary care doc and don't see pdoc for another month. I have no idea which one to call, because I have no idea what's wrong. Any ideas?