I know where I live there is a sliding scale place that I used to go for therapy. That may be one place you could check into.

I have BPD also among other things I also went from being somewhat high functioning to not being able to hold down a job and I am on disability now. Do you live in the states? That is another avenue you could check into. Medicaid could help with medical bills and they pay for therapy also.

Medicine companies pay for samples so if you could get in to see a doctor then you would be able to start on meds and some companies have programs for people that can't pay for their meds that the company foots the bill for the med. I can't remember the phone number for that though. I'm sure if you explained your situation to the doctor that they would be able to help you out with that.

If you have any further questions feel free to PM me.

Jbug