I finaly am able to write this. Finaly! Everytime I have been trying to say something to someone, I'd get interupted by the guy thats talking to me. He wouldnt let me say it. I quickly tried to write down a note but he just came back. But now I can. Ok.
I'm having a problem at work. What I thought to believe was troubbling me was that i had mental retardation. Because one of my co-workers in the bakery was talking to me. She talks to me like she talks to anyone else. But I was to believe that I was different some how. So I had racing thoughts, and a voice telling me that I was. And I was convinced. Totaly convinced. I even saw myself as that. I didnt know who I was anymore. I asked my fiance. And then I thought It was all a cover up. That everyone was telling each other, hey dont tell her that she is like this. We dont want her to freak out.
I snaped out of It a week later. And now, I can write about it.