well after about half a dozen relapses, I have gone 12 days without any form of pornography in my life...I am continuing to do phone sessions with a recovering sex addict and planning on attending my first SA meeting if I can get over the phobia

After 10 years of marriage (strained to say the least) my wife has admitted the last week she has felt "true love" for the first time in many,many years...I have learned to be more caring, intimate, spiritual, and more of a husband than just a married guy

I have a ways to go before I can truly say I'm cured of pornography...I had no idea how much destruction this stuff can do not only to a marriage but to my own self...I don't plan to preach to anyone so if you enjoy pornography all I can say is its your life and your journey....mine ended up in the toilet so to speak

Brian