Hello I'm a 19 (well soon 20) year old girl in college. Still coping from an on and off relationship last year (very brief relationship periods).

I was dating a gentleman with schizophrenia and I can't seem to get over him. I was there for him for whatever he needed. I don't understand why this is happening but I do know that I miss him very much. We're still friends which I think might be a problem. I have too much feelings for him to the point of feeling jelous when he talk about other girls.

I need to move on, but my self-esteem level is VERY low. I also have Multiple Sclerosis so this issue I'm going through isn't "peanuts" to my health.