K so if i was to write her a letter this is what i want to say...

___, I'm sorry for what I've done. I miss you so much and I only wish I could express how much I love you. Please accept my greatest apologies. You are my little blue daisy...

K so i decided to leave her name out in case she runs across this site, i don't think she'd like that known, and the blue daisy part... well she loves blue daisies, they aren't grown they are dyed, and very hard to find where we live, and one time one of her b/f's bougt some for her and she started crying she was so happy. Thats how she makes me feel. I miss her so much, and i know i keep repeating myself, but i'm so confused.