You want irony. OK, people come to this forum to get some sort of relief or comfort. There's forty people here with similar issue's we all have. I don't have four people in life who listen to me or who can relate to me. But here there are 40 people with the same story. That's irony no one to talk to in life but come to the forum and someone will listen. Turn to one and can not find them but turn to forty and they will read and answer you. Peace people be happy.