Thanks for the support guys! I still have the fear and anxiety, but I am doing better the last couple of days. I know that it will be a roller coaster, but i gota look at the good times and bright times right now. I and I guess we all need to highlight our good times that way we can realize there is a light at the end of that tunnel.
I have had some pretty scary times the last few months and hope to not see anymore, but I am glad to know everyone is here when I need them and hope I can be there for anyone else who needs me.