Candy, I completely understand what you are talking about. I'm so removed from my own feelings that I can rattle off events of abuse like it's a walk in the park. I'm so removed from my emotions I don't know when I should even have them. Think growing up we had to turn the emotions off so to get through the situation. We can understand other peoples emotions dealing with their abuse, but not our own. I think it's a normal form of dissociation. I don't think you are weird at all. Good Luck, Monty