hey!!! i'll listen and i took the time to read your post too. i'm a rapid cycler and can relate to the frustration you have. you did not mention if you have a T to run this by or if you're on meds. if you are, perhaps they need tweaking. it has improved my quality of life getting though the trial and error to get it right with my pdoc.
i can't say why people you speak to seemed to not care. it may be because they can't relate to a condition they don't have. could that be it?
there is no way a norm can understand some of the ups and downs we have. course if they were compassionate at least they would be able to be supportive of your problem.
and we're here too...