That is the thing Pat. She just pops into my head. I, of course, have continued to hang out with others and I have tried to distance myself from her, however, I find her virtually perfect. Its hard to imagine another person being more amazing than she is. I would date other people, but I am not going to ask someone on a date that I would not like a date with and frankly, Erin is one of a very small number of people I would consider dating here at my school. There is actually only one other girl I would consider dating and she currently has a boyfriend. I almost dated this other girl, but she was just getting out of another long relationship and I didn't think she was ready for another relationship. See I am in a very peculiar situation because there are things I am looking for in a mate because I still hold my virginity and my first kiss, so I desire to have those things in a mate. That is partially why I have so few girls to chose from. There are plenty of attractive girls, but very few that fit my standards, which I have lowered over the years. Erin is one in a million. The other girl is one in 700 thousand. So that is why Erin is so appealing.