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Tonight(Its night at my place)...after takes my meds ussually iam sleeping but i think thats meds not works anymore for me..
its been more than a weeks everytime i sleep i had night mare and not clearly but enough to make me up...my depression getting so worse and iam so dawn dont know what to do.. i cry everywhere at the party (myparents force me to go with them),public transportation everywhere ifeel so alone,hurt and in pain (physically and emotionaly)i feel like i want to give up..i cant do this anymore ..but i beleieve that God not gonna bring me this far just to leave me alone..i believe God will guide me ...iam alone and should depend on me..and i only have thius me to help me so i should be strong..itry so hard to be strong its hard but now istill try to find out my way...to lose this something i called" empty space" i wish i find my way and i wish i never give up...
i wish i could even everything just get harder and harder...
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As long as people aren't asking me if i'm all right, i am alright.
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