Good Morning Lovelylady...
I,,nor anyone here, has the right to judge you. You choices are your own.
Your title states that you know what your doing is wrong,,but your post seems to justify it...?
This uncle may be offering you some of the things you "need",,but what about commitment and loyalty?
Even in this short life of ours,,,those two emotions are deeply valued when our worlds can seem to be tumbling down...
I ask that you simply look at your relationship and ask yourself if you are being used...that's all I ask...
And whats with the big red letters...your post was heartfelt enough without the billboard....
With care,
Lenny