What made you change your mind?? Have you decided to take some people's advice? Have you realized you have a life ahead of you and a purpose on this earth? You are young, something many of us wish we were again, well I don't think I'd want to go through my teenage years again but after those years, it went great, a little ripples you may run into over the years but you can get through them.
Who knows maybe the great time has come that you will be able to change your tune about all the negative things that have been plagueing (sp?) you for too long, just maybe . . . your special day of reckoning is here
Take care,
DE

In giving advice seek to help, not please your friend
SOLON