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Originally Posted by puffyprue
Tonight(Its night at my place)...after takes my meds ussually iam sleeping but i think thats meds not works anymore for me..
its been more than a weeks everytime i sleep i had night mare and not clearly but enough to make me up...my depression getting so worse and iam so dawn dont know what to do.. i cry everywhere at the party (myparents force me to go with them),public transportation everywhere ifeel so alone,hurt and in pain (physically and emotionaly)i feel like i want to give up..i cant do this anymore ..but i beleieve that God not gonna bring me this far just to leave me alone..i believe God will guide me ...iam alone and should depend on me..and i only have thius me to help me so i should be strong..itry so hard to be strong its hard but now istill try to find out my way...to lose this something i called" empty space" i wish i find my way and i wish i never give up...
i wish i could even everything just get harder and harder...
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prue  ,
i know you are hurting but your spirit shows through- "but i beleieve that God not gonna bring me this far just to leave me alone..i believe God will guide me ..." you are one of god's children. and we care here at PC. i'm glad you are posting because you can get some good feedback from those of us that understand depression too. know that you aren't alone. we care.  i will pray for you to have some peace of mind. there is power in that...and i encourage you to go talk with someone about how you are feeling. it's too much to keep inside of you. that's why you feel so alone.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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