GreyGoose.... I do understand your not leaving the house.. I have been there and that is what landed me into therapy..The original therapist had no idea what to do with me or what was going on, but I went to a group that was run by another T and she said it was panic attacks and PTSD... I still had to venture out of the house, but it took all of my energy to do so. I was a real basket case for several years....... I am doing better now, but I still have "bouts" when I cannot leave the house.....Guess it depends on the frame of mind I am in.. I dunno.. I just know, it is not a pretty place to be... I sure hope things get better for you.... I know there is a wonderful world out there to explore and this "whatever" it is that keeps one inside, sure does put a big damper on the potential to explore the world again....Anyway, I do hope that if Psych Central members do get together that you will be able to make it..... I am sure it would be tons of fun