But if I have to inturnal Struggle like this all my rest of life, not know how
will I settle, will I survive, i'm a reck, but i'm not,

On days that I don't have that 3 of me feeling, It's so good, I'm calmish, at a peaceful time and then all hell break loss the moment anything triggers a nother feeling
I'm tired
And thank yous for the welcome BACK