Well ya Ièll have a T in Dec. For now Iè,m on my owe with you all tho. Thank god for that, Ièm so lost. I hate my head!!
I went away in my head too as a child and didnèt know till lately just what this meant. and yesterday when my mom asked me to shake on a deal, I couldnèt feel my hand, I was so scared...so wanting to scream. She said, You shake wasnèt convincing and asked for a stronger shake and then I felt like I hurt her almost with the shake and she said is that it, like she thought I had nothing to shake on and that Ièd go back on my deal. I only felt like I was doing it right and I wasnt. And when I talked to my kids teaches late night for parent teacher interveiws, I felt like I wasnèt there. But I remember some of what was said so I must have been there but IT feels like a dream, and again Ièm scared. all this morning I feel in and out, like Ièm seeking help but for what, what will sink in, what will be heard etc